Asde la Mares, the;a1de la Mare, Richardde la Mares, the the De la Mares’, with whom I have to dine at 7:45, live just round the corner in Gower Street, and as I am not to dress, I am staying on at the office until then, all alone; and before starting to look through a lot of other publishers’ catalogues to see what sort of Religious Literature they publish, I think I had better take such an excellent opportunity to write to you – asFogerty, Elsie;a2 tomorrow morning I must be early at the Albert Hall to hear Miss Fogerty’s chorus. I confess that I am very restless again at not hearing. It is partly from having moved, and not being sure to what address your letter, if there was one, would be sent. IMorleys, the;b4 have no reason to suspect either the Morleys or the Porter of the Club of carelessness, but still, I do. Also, the letter after an important letter is always an important letter – do you understand that? a kind of crisis takes place; and then one is full of apprehension about what is to be the ‘normal’ in the future; or whether anything at all. IHale, Emilycorrespondence with TSE;w3TSE's dread of EH rationing;e5 suppose I could accustom myself to hearing less often from you – I have been having some practice already – if only I might still count upon hearing regularly: would once a month be an impossible petition? After all, I used to be frantic if a fortnight elapsed. But I should be horrified and also humiliated to have you force yourself; but in any case I should like to be told, quite frankly – it’s the kindest thing – how you feel about it. And on the one hand here I am begging you, and on the other I should loathe to think that you wrote because you were sorry for me, or wanted to help me, or for any other reason than because you wanted to; and I should not like to think that for such reasons you behaved in any other way than just as you felt. It seems to me that I know so little of your life, lately, that I might just as well know nothing. I should like to know your feelings just as they come, not after they have been hammered into a proper Christian shape.