[22 Paradise Rd., Northampton, Mass.]
I shall try to write once a week by ordinary mail, and once a week by air mail, and see how it works. The predecessor of this (No. 1) went by air. I have had no letters from America since the war began, and do not know how they are taking it.
Now that I am beginning to feel a little more sure of your safety, every day – by tomorrow or next day you should reach New York – the second phase has naturally set in. Of course I shall continue to feel anxiety, until there has been time for letters to reach me, but only on the ground of the possible reaction (directly on yourself, and indirectly through the P.s’) of exhaustion after the strain you have been under. At the same time, I feel that it was in some way a help to both of us that we had the problem of two elderly and infirm people to put first: if we had not had others to think of, it might have been much more trying for both of us. We have much to be grateful for: itSunderland-Taylor, Alice Maud Maryand the last days of Chipping Campden;a6 was a great secondary help to have Miss S.-T. there for the last weekend, to have the work to do to help her, and to feel that it was probably a help to her merely to have us there to think about. But now that the first tension is over, I am very much aware of a new strangeness in not having you here – much newer and stranger than a year ago even, and of going through a period of adapting myself to it. At the same time I want you to know and to keep in mind, that I am conscious every day of the greater happiness which, as I said, persists on a plane inaccessible to separation and vicissitude: the acceptance in humble wonder of a certainty which I have never experienced before. IncidentallyEnglandChipping Campden, Gloucestershire;e1forever associated with TSE and EH;a8, I feel that we have somehow made a mark on Campden, as Campden on us. And I feel an assurance of strength to carry me through until we meet again. I have something that very few men can ever have had.
There is no particular news to report. ISecond World WarTSE refrains from commenting on;b1 shall make no comment on public events: you will get all that from the better American papers, as well as you could here. Everything is quiet. Iappearance (TSE's)nose;c1too thin for pince-nez;a3 have bought the pince-nez: but find that I have to learn how to get them securely onto my narrow beak. They are certainly useful for many occasions. I have also bought an imitation crocodile mask-case from Messrs. Boots, and a new suit is being fitted.
I long for your first news from America. TheOld Possum’s Book of Practical CatsTSE to design cover;c5 jacket of Cats is going to look fairly well, I think.
6.AliceSunderland-Taylor, Alice Maud Mary Maud Mary Sunderland-Taylor (1872–1942), owner of Stamford House, Chipping Campden, which the Perkinses were renting for the season. (Sunderland-Taylor, a spinster and retired schoolteacher from Stamford, Lincolnshire, liked to spend her summers in Yugoslavia.) Edith Perkins wrote from Aban Court Hotel, Harrington Gardens, South Kensington, London, to invite TSE to meet Sunderland-Taylor at dinner on Mon. 29 Nov.