[No surviving envelope]
I am writing this little note just before leaving for Liverpool Street, and wonder whether it will be anything of a surprise or not. I hope not, because you might expect to be greeted on your return to London, even if I am not at home on the previous evening. Yesterday was a very happy day for me, and will be one of those most clearly remembered even to the back room of the Fuller’s shop in Walbrook, and the cart-horse in Queen Victoria Street. However much I want to change my position, I wouldn’t change it with anyone else. No one but me has ever had or ever will have that yesterday, and however wretched I may feel, I shall always feel very very proud: And I want you to know that my admiration of you grows all the time and also my gratitude, because I know that no other woman in the world could have done for me what you have, even if there had ever been any other who had wanted to. Till the morning, and I shall have been thinking of you at the end of the evening, as if it was yesterday evening; and tomorrow morning when I wake, as always, before I think of anything else.
TimeBurnt Nortonopening sent to EH;a4 present and time past
Are both perhaps present in time future.
Time future contained in the past.
If all time is eternally present,
All time is unredeemable.
What might have been is an abstraction
Remaining a perpetual possibility
Only in a world of speculation.
What might have been and what has been
Point to one end, which is always present.
Footfalls echo in the memory
Down the passage which we did not take
Towards the door we never opened
Into the rose-garden. My words echo
Thus, in your mind.
————————But to what purpose
Disturbing the dust on a bowl of rose-leaves
I do not know.1
1.Opening lines of Burnt Norton, though not identical to the published version.