[41 Brimmer St., Boston]
I may have to interrupt this letter almost at once, because ISpender, StephenThe Temple;d7 am expecting Stephen Spender to come in at any moment in order that he may be told gently why I do not think his novel suitable for publication1 andDobrée, Bonamy;a4 then I have to lunch with Bonamy Dobrée who is in town for a few days; but I am coming back after lunch and so hope to get some sort of letter off to you to-day. TomorrowCriterion, The;a3 night we have a Criterion meeting at Harold Monro’s; andThorp, Willardintroduced by TSE to Dobrée;a4 I have asked Willard Thorp because he is working on Restoration Drama and would like to meet Dobrée who is rather an authority on that subject.
I am wondering whether to call this a ‘birthday’ letter or not; I think I will, as it is much in my mind; though I dare say my letter towards the end of the week will come nearer to hitting the date. I only hope that your birthday this year may be a wee bit happier, in some ways, than a year ago; because my own was so much happier and wholly, my dear, due to you. When I look back over the past year I feel how much more gratitude I have to express to you than I have succeeded in putting into words, more, perhaps than I ever can express in words. I am sure that there are many more people besides myself who have reason to feel gratitude towards you, many to whom you are important; but there can be no one whose life is so completely permeated by your influence as myself; and I like to think that it may mean much to you that there is one man to whom you are all-important, among human beings. A world without you in it would seem quite unreal to me! I should feel, as I did feel for a good many years, that I was exceptional among human beings merely in my incapacity to be in intimate sympathy with another. Of course there is an aspect in which the actual present, and the whole past year, seems very strange; my situation – may I say our situation – is so very different from that of any of my friends (I imagine); but I have felt so very much more alive than ever before – I am sure there should be no limit to my gratitude. May God help me to become more and more worthy in the future years; and to be of what little use to you that I can.
I am sure that I should not have a letter this week; but I hope I shall not have to wait quite until you get to Boston, because you are not there yet.
Je t’envoie, chère ami, mes meilleurs voeux pour ton jour de fête, à l’expression de mes sentiments les plus tendres. 2
1.SS’s novel The Temple – a roman à clef – was ultimately to be published by F&F in 1988.
2.Sentence added by hand.
3.Bonamy DobréeDobrée, Bonamy (1891–1974), scholar and editor: see Biographical Register.
12.Stephen SpenderSpender, Stephen (1909–95), poet and critic: see Biographical Register.
1.Margaret Thorp, née Farrand (1891–1970), contemporary and close friend of EH; noted author and biographer. WillardThorp, Willard Thorp (1899–1990) was a Professor of English at Princeton University. See Biographical Register. See further Lyndall Gordon, Hyacinth Girl, 126–8, 158–9.