[35A School St., Andover, Mass.]
[26 Feb.] 1952
It seems to me a long time since I have written, but it is a still longer time since I have heard from you, and I hoped you would have written when you recovered from the laryngitis of which you had not told me yourself. I am beginning to wonder whether it did not turn to something more serious; butPerkins, Edith (EH's aunt);l3 I trust in that case Aunt Edith would have let me know. I had a bronchial recurrence which kept me in for three days, andGeorge VIhis funeral;a5 prevented me from attending the lying in state at Westminster Hall – I should not have gone to the funeral in any case, as it would have meant standing in a drizzle for a long time with one’s hat off. The King’s death was unexpected at the moment when it came, though it was known that his operation had been a desperate measure – yet his death was not caused by that, but by the old trouble with his leg. For a fortnight this distracted attention from all other public events.
I'Le Dilemme poétique';a2 finished my lecture, and it is just about to go off to Nice to be translated, as I must deliver it in French. Itravels, trips and plansTSE's 1952 visit to Rennes and the Riviera;h7itinerary;a2 shall go on March 23 or 24, and return on the 4th April, as I am arranging to stay with friends from the 26th. If the weather is good, this should be a timely short holiday; as the visit to Rennes (although I have not had any direct information) is I believe on the 21st and 22nd April. Which will be tiring in itself. Buttravels, trips and plansTSE's 1952 visit to America;h8;a5 I look forward to a week on the ‘Ile de France’ to rest me again before the ardours of New York, Boston and Washington. So much will have to be crammed in to less than four weeks.
IConfidential Clerk, Thedraft complete;a5 have also finished the first rough draft of my play. That ends the first period of discouragement – for the first convictions that one is doing something good pass off after writing the first scene. The first scene always goes very easily, and always seems to me good – at first; but the feeling of inspiration wears off and the rest is just a dull effort, for the most part. As one begins to see more and faults in the construction, characterisation and writing. Now I have got through the whole play somehow, I feel a breathing spell of satisfaction, merely at having succeeded in writing so many words. The second period of discouragement begins when I show the draft, and listen to criticism, finding that the impression on the readers is so different from what I had intended.
TheMurder in the CathedralHoellering film;g1opens;c2 film is to open quietly, withMary, Queen ('Mary of Teck');a3 no Queen Mary, on Friday; we had the ‘press show’ yesterday morning: tiring, because I had to talk to ‘the press’ (informally, one by one, and not a formal ‘press conference’) afterwards – ‘the press’ including the little weekly papers of the different London boroughs etc. And on the whole not impressed by the intellect and sensibility of the press. Sherry and canapés, and I couldn’t get away until after 2: by which time it seemed too late to lunch, so I snatched a few more little toothpick sausages (cold, and not very good) and went to my office, where I was not up to much until after tea.
I wish you would let me have even a short note, if you have not written meanwhile, to tell me how you are. I think that you have been having some very severe weather too. – photographs of snowdrifts in Somerville Mass. have appeared in papers here. I have been anxious.