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As for fulfilment and unfulfillment, I have thought a good deal too. Perhaps we shall understand that better twenty years hence, lady dear, for there will be twenty and thirty years more, I hope. I only feel sure of this at the moment, that absolutely the fulfilled is best because one cannot overcome the difference between the complete and the incomplete; but that one can (I mean of course two can) make their unfulfilled better than the fulfilment of others – of the most of all events; and that this is something to aim at and I take happiness in finding that our relationship does seem to me to become more intimate and more profound as time goes on, so that there is always now a future of some kind to look forward to. And certainly, there is no man in the world, now, with whom I would change places; even those who are happy, at least happy in their domestic life, seem to me to have less than I have got. Is that arrogance? I think not; it springs from my pride of you, and my conviction that no woman could ever have given me so much, and the best, as you give me even as things are.
I don’t seem to know many couples whom I should point to as happy. TheFabers, themodel of happiness and respectability;a1 FabersFaber, Geoffreydescribed for EH;a2 seem to me about as happy as any. They have much the same social origins to begin with. HerFaber, Enid EleanorTSE mistakes her parentage;a1 father was Sir John Richards, a law professor at Oxford;1 Geoffrey was the son of a schoolmaster,2 though most of his family are wealthy brewers, and he is Bursar of All Souls’ College (‘the best club in London’ I always called it, and a very powerful one – it practically runs The Times and swarms with politicians) so that the Oxford atmosphere is very potent. TheyFabers, thetheir domestic situation;a2 have charming children, quite enough money, accept each other’s numerous relatives wholly, have similar tastes, dislike society and have a huge gramophone with innumerable records of the best music. I think they are very much attached to each other. And yet, though I am very fond of them, and Geoffrey has been infinitely kind to me, and I don’t believe that he has more than one or two old school and college friends with whom he is more intimate than me, their respectability sometimes oppresses me. I should like to feel that they were a little more passionate! instead of just gentle and good and sound and the backbone of England and with no religious strivings whatever. I should sometimes like to inject a little Bang,3 or Hasheesh, or whatever the Malays use, into him just to see him run howling down the street with flaming eyes like a Malay amok. I don’t think I say this in malice. There is no one I like better.
Tomorrow is Friday, and on Friday I begin to look forward to your letter. This letter is a postscript to Tuesday’s, to tell you that I have more from you and live more in you, all the time. And that seems to me quite wonderful.
DoBristowe, Sibyl;a1 you know Miss Sibyl Bristoe [sc. Bristowe], of the Lycaeum [sc. Lyceum] Club?4
1.TSE was mistaken here. EnidFaber, Enid Eleanor Eleanor Faber (1901–95) was the daughter of Sir Henry Erle Richards (1861–1922), Fellow of All Souls College and Chichele Professor of International Law and Diplomacy at Oxford University, and Mary Isabel Butler (1868–1945).
2.Geoffrey Faber was the second son of the Revd Henry Mitford Faber (1851–1917), a housemaster at Malvern College.
3.TSE means ‘bhang’.
4.SibylBristowe, Sibyl Bristowe (1870–1954), President of the Poetry Circle of the Lyceum Club, Piccadilly, London, invited TSE on 1 Oct. 1930 to attend the Annual Poetry Club Dinner ‘as our distinguished guest’. Bristowe’s publications included Provocations, with intro. by G. K. Chesterton (1918). See too her preface to The Lyceum Book of Verse, a collection by English women poets, ed. Mollie Stanley-Wrench (1931): this included a poem by Bristowe.
4.SibylBristowe, Sibyl Bristowe (1870–1954), President of the Poetry Circle of the Lyceum Club, Piccadilly, London, invited TSE on 1 Oct. 1930 to attend the Annual Poetry Club Dinner ‘as our distinguished guest’. Bristowe’s publications included Provocations, with intro. by G. K. Chesterton (1918). See too her preface to The Lyceum Book of Verse, a collection by English women poets, ed. Mollie Stanley-Wrench (1931): this included a poem by Bristowe.
1.TSE was mistaken here. EnidFaber, Enid Eleanor Eleanor Faber (1901–95) was the daughter of Sir Henry Erle Richards (1861–1922), Fellow of All Souls College and Chichele Professor of International Law and Diplomacy at Oxford University, and Mary Isabel Butler (1868–1945).
11.GeoffreyFaber, Geoffrey Faber (1889–1961), publisher and poet: see Biographical Register.